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Long time no see my friends!

I'm so sorry that I haven't been here for such a long time, sorry about that! How are you guys doing? I kept busy these days, as busy as a bee! hehe

I have to say that a lot of things happened.I got promoted as a supervisor about 3 months ago.Actually I don't like managing, I just like to be a teacher, a common teacher. I love teaching, love my students. And I enjoyed that.That's all.

 However, things become complicated after I became a supervisor.I'm much more busier than before,too many things I have to handle everyday, I kept thinking and thinking, even make plans in the bus on my way home.And what's more, I have no time to prepare for my own classes. I became easily hot-tempered. Cause there are always endless things waiting for me...

I don't konw what to do...I'm so so exausted.I'm kind of thinking maybe I...am not suit for a manager.Or it's just a time for me to grow up, like my friend told me? Anyway, wahtever it is, it's a tough time for me! Help!

 

Glad to see that after such a long time to recover, I feel better and better. I look  energetic, confident, smiling, moreover, my class is more exciting....Thank god! So I'll keep on doing massage, yoga, and going to bed early. Life is so beautiful!

Last night I read a passage from "readers" said that sometimes we people feel sad is normal, and good for us. We all want to toor were wished   be happy , maybe all the time, however it is impossible. And sadness sometimes can help to keep the banlance . I guess that makes sense~

 

I cannot remember when I began to keep myself closed, maybe after breaking up with my ex-boyfriend. I mean the romantic relationship between men and women. I refued all the boys who want to be close with me in case of getting hurt. What's more, I never gave hope to anything, cause I'm afraid of failing. instead, I kept telling myself that trying hard and making every effort into it , whatever the result will be , it's ok with me. However, I am totally wrong. " Life is full of hope", my foreighn teacher told me," Don't be afraid of losing something. just remember, when god takes something from your grasp, he is not punishing you but merely opening your hands to receive something better."

Now I got it! Time for me to change....

I'm dying for that movie " Kongfu Panda", you?

Actually I 've watched that movie for many times, time and time again, so crasy about the big panda--humourous, strong minded, especially his effort for his dream...Somebody told me that movie ruined the troditional, established image we Chinese made, its humour, somehow, too much western...Hehe, anyway,I blieve that times have changed, so have the images of panda. And, what's more , the panda in the movie is more real, I mean, everyone of us   has one or more dreams like him, and we maybe hesitated on the way,  some of us  quitted , whatever reason,  some of us kept running for it. And the panda's success showed us always try to be optimistic, and everything is possible!

Like master Wugui said: yesterday is history, tomorrow is mistery, only today is a gift, that's why it is called present!

So why not keep going guys? your deams will come true sooner or later!

I went to the zoo with my best friend this Tuesday. I really feel so happy coz we always looked forward to spending a whole day together, smiling, eating, having fun... now, it  finally came!

There are not many animals there, not mention any precious one like panda, crocodile.... But we were still that excited about anything we saw, little screaming monkeys ,poor gorilla, fat hipo , especially gental giraffes ,hehe , we took a lot of pics! However, we still believe that animals there were so pity, they had to stay in a cage, some of them even had no companies, lonely and boring...What if we, one of us was  deprived of freedom, kept in a small house for a whole life , we'll be crasy, so do these poor animals...Why we did that to these animals?

What's more, some tigers, bears and lions were forced to do some talent shows--people make fun of them, people watching, laughing...Anyway, I , can see tears in the animal's eyes, or , they are my tears...There's an old saying" don not ask others to do whatever you don't want do yourself!"

Pls return the freedom to those poor animals, they miss their home--the nature!